It’s been a tough week. A very tough week. I am okay, and I am learning and evolving and being.

But it’s been a tough week.

I still can get cut to the core and lose my sense of self, even as I grow more and more stable and centered. I can slip back into the self-doubt and judgment that was carved into my brain and psyche.

But I know to pause. To calm. And to take a yoga class.

I know to be open when the instructor reminds us to find our strong, stable base.

I have built a strong, stable base. I have built a self-care, self-compassion, and self-love practice that easily shrinks any self-doubt and judgment. All I have to do is remember to plug into that.

Or let my yoga instructor remind me.

This morning, I felt my feet firmly on the ground, as we moved through the poses. I felt my strength, albeit not yet as strong as it used to be, but strength nonetheless. I noticed my breath coming in and going out, and I noticed myself noticing. I sunk into my body and was present for myself and my practice.

I was strong and stable.

I remembered all the tools and practices I’ve learned that soothe me when I’m trauma-triggered, or simply tired and overwhelmed.

I know to put my hand on my heart and sink into the self-love and self-compassion practice I have worked and played so hard to cultivate. I know to hum to myself, because humming stimulates our vagal nerve, which can calm and relax us. I know to rock or sway, which also calms us, or to cuddle up with my “security blanket”/microwavable heat pillow.

I know to accept myself, accept others, accept the situation and, once again, breathe.

And to feel my strong, stable base.

I’d love to hear your thoughts, and please share this post with others if it resonates with you!

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